Year-end EWR #3
What was the major or most constant cause of your unhappiness in 2007?
(a) I loathe myself with a passion and wish I were someone else.
(b) I hate my job/I am not at all satisfied with the way my career is going.
(c) Money is always a problem.
(d) I worry about my health and have stress-related health issues.
(e) I don’t like the way I look, and when I run into exes or old classmates my first instinct is to hide.
(f) My relationship bores the hell out of me./ Every time I look at his or her face I want to smash my fist into it.
(g) I know there is something else I should be doing, but I’m afraid to take the risk.
(h) I know I’m meant for other things, but I don’t know exactly what they are.
(i) I can’t sleep and I am constantly anxious.
(j) I think the cosmos is out to get me.
(k) None of the above: Write your answer here.
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December 26th, 2007 at 07:12
(d) Funny, I was just thinking about this. I’ve gotten a fever three times during this last half of the year. What the?! I usually get a fever every 3 years. Oh, its 7am I better get to sleep…
December 26th, 2007 at 08:25
G and H. What the hell.
December 26th, 2007 at 13:38
K. I hate being around stupid people who are either always complaining about how much their life sucks or how mad they are at the world. Seriously.
December 26th, 2007 at 14:57
(k) The guy I’ve been harboring all-consuming love for just told me he’s gay.
December 26th, 2007 at 23:52
J – definitely J…
December 27th, 2007 at 09:20
b, d, g, h, i.
aaargh!
December 27th, 2007 at 15:34
b & c and most of all k: the guy whom i have been seeing for like eternity finally got married on Dec.24. I know i shouldn’t feel anything about it anymore because for like 12 years, i knew it would never be us – but why am i acting like the way i am now? i never realized it would still hurt that bad until it is finally being actualized… 2007 would end with execrable things and 2008 would even start with a more execrable thing: attending a work related management conference of which i wouldn’t want to go anymore but if i won’t, i gotta resign by dec.31 or i won’t have any reason why i wont attend it. Can u believe that? I am miserable. Put me out of it..
January 9th, 2008 at 18:24
F.
K. And the worst part is the girl that I was seeing 3 years ago is still on my mind. “The one that got away”. The girl that would’ve contented my soul. Cheers!